Mattias Gryth

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every move I take have no direction.

always thinking about you. I hope you are doing fine, time is slipping bye, day out and day in.

I love you more than before, trying not to think about you, but you are always there for me. nothing has changed after all this years.

You are the one I hold on to more and more.

I never want lose you and if I do I will shoot myself to be together with you forever and ever. it is no guarantee that this life is easy.

I look at you and I see forgives and I see the truth.

You love me for who I am, and I love you for who you are.

I will always protect you from all harm that you will face.

Be your shield and to be yours forever to help you to stand tall and proud.

I hope you get this message I made for you.
I hope that you find what you are looking for.

And I hope that it is everything it is that you always dreamed of.

I hope your happy where ever you are, I what you to know that it is nothing going to change that.

nothing has changed after all this years.

You are the one I hold on to more and more.

I never want lose you and if I do I will shoot myself to be together with you forever and ever.

I Love You Johanna <3

Only You

you where the light in my night and you always where there for me. I was thinking of you every day for these years that past.

every day and every night was so lonely without you, and I wished you where by my side to ease my pain in my heart. you had the key to my heart and you always will.

I only loved you and no one else. I know our time together was short but it was enough for me to know that you are my only one I always will love.

I hope that you will hear my voice and understand my feelings for you.

every day dreaming of running from home to where you are and always be with you, every day and every night for all eternity.

|| You are my whole world, my everything and I love you more than life itself.

I can hear your voice in the wind, I can smell you perfume every time I put on my clothes, and I can see your beautiful smile every time I close my eyes.

I Love you my one and only love. ||

you where the light in my night and you always where there for me. I was thinking of you every day for these years that past.

every day and every night was so lonely without you, and I wished you where by my side to ease my pain in my heart. you had the key to my heart and you always will.

I only loved you and no one else. I know our time together was short but it was enough for me to know that you are my only one I always will love.

I hope that you will hear my voice and understand my feelings for you.

every day dreaming of running from home to where you are and always be with you, every day and every night for all eternity.

Your voice

Goodbye to your voice, I won´t ever forget it.

A lot of memories will engulf me, after all.

It´s kind of painful, isn´t it ?

From my heart I tried to reach you little by little.

The gentle warmth that stirs up the pain hasn´t changed.

Goodbye to your voice.

I won´t ever forget it.

All the memories will be there no matter what.

My protection

Always in tears... I continue to search like a lost child...
But... A thing like eternity... Doesn’t really exist...
It’s okay to not trust anyone... You mumbled...
Was it the same for the both of us?

Fun

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can’t I seal you away in my memories...?
You’re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts...

You know those words

I fall to my knees in sadness and hide my eyes, but I don´t regret these tears I´ve shed.

When people are happy, they smile naturally.

But you were always smiling, weren´t you, believing in the emotions behind each of our ideals?

||-|| You know those words you game me, which I treasure, of finding a place where we could smile at one another.

I want to be held with the hand you offered me.

Holding that desire deep in my heart, I now believe even more. ||-||

Every night comes to an end.

That´s what you taught me.

And now I know the meaning of what you told me.

Comets falling in the winter sky, believing in their future, then falling and fading away.

An eternal destiny speaks in our dreams, if you believe in the feelings we share.

You know, I wished upon the stars we saw that day that we´d be together forever.

The map of the hope I´ll take with the hand you offered.

I believe now, even more, that it will be ours someday.

Leavings and partings…

Fallen Down

Blue. I want to fly forever in that blue sky, but you´re the one that can fly; I can´t.

It´s because my wings are tainted.

Please… Don´t leave me behind. If it´s for you, I´ll fly once more.

The blue sky is so pure that I want to cry.

I´ll fly with these tainted wings, and I´ll fall to you.

Blue breeze

The face of pale, blooming flowers… is left behind as the seasons pass by.

The rain stops, and there are clouds in the sky.

And there is a gentle, blue breeze.

On the sides of the two… walking from today to tomorrow… there are memories that sway without change.

Forever, forever blooming yet never withering.

The racing of this heart will never cease.

More than anyone, more than anyone, I have looked at you.

Without bounds, this feeling… forever.

Anyone Can

Open your mind

We meet above the deep blue earth

The wind passes by

A snow-white feather gently falls, swaying

I call to the stars, “I want to embrace my dearest love”

I´m sure I have the strength to protect the one I love

Open your mind

I´ve always dreamed

Letting my wish drift far on the breeze

I have invisible wings

Look, you have them too!

You can go anywhere because you´re free

Yes, anyone can

The sky is blue

My protection

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can’t I seal you away in my memories...?
You’re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts... Always in tears... I continue to search like a lost child...

But... A thing like eternity... Doesn’t really exist...
It’s okay to not trust anyone... You mumbled...
Was it the same for the both of us?

Fun

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can’t I seal you away in my memories...?
You’re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts...

Forgotten memories

Why is it that I completely forgotten how to love?
We will meet someday... and then go our separate ways again...
Just don’t know when it’s going to happen.
Whenever the shoelaces on my dirty sneakers came loose...
...you were the one who tied them for me.
That shy smile of yours shines in the morning light.
Suddenly, my heart races…

Just because I want to be loved... doesn’t mean I want to love...
Give me the courage to love honestly.
I’m going on a journey now. Let the two of us make a vow...
No matter what happens, this hand won’t let go.
Forever...

Give me the courage to love honestly.
Let the two of us look to tomorrows dreams now.
No matter what happens, I won’t take my eyes off you.
Just because I want to be loved... doesn’t mean I want to love...
Give me the courage to love honestly.
I’m going on a journey now. Let the two of us make a vow...
No matter what happens, this hand won’t let go.
Forever...

My feelings for you

I fell in love with you.
Just how long has it been since then?
My feelings have only been getting stronger.
It’s like snowflakes drifting... gently...
...continuing to pile up higher and higher.
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels...
The feeling of falling in love with someone... I never wanted to know that feeing.

I love you... I can’t stop my tears from falling...
In that case... then you... should never have come into my life.
If the snow keeps on falling forever...
will it cove up my feelings for you?
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels... The feeling of falling in love with someone...

I never wanted to know that feeling.
I love you... its filling up my heart...
I want to shout to the winter sky...
I want to meet you right now.

Your love for me

So why... just why are you... you do love me... don’t you?
So then... why are there tears in your eyes?
I lost way too much back then... I couldn’t sing at all.
That Place you had to leave for a wile... it happened to be the place where I was.

On that day I could see... the desolation lying in your eyes.
I wonder if it’s the same for both of us.

Fun

If you would just notice... I’m always by your side.
Why must you be so... you do love me, don’t you?
Yet... your voice is filled with such sadness.
I have always been supporting you, back then, and even now.
Even though I know were far apart...

Softly Crying

Your figure is similar to mine
My heart is shaking like I’m crying softly

People say that your happier not knowing anything
But I’m sure that I won’t be satisfied
I just want to live the life that I chose, that’s all

Your speed is similar to mine
I became afraid of the endless sky
How much longer do I have to keep trying?
The two of us together can bring an end to this

Close Together

Even though we are were so close together
Twilight’s colors have now changed

Your mundane gentleness only alienates you
Your cold discarded heart is just wandering
If that ugly state is how you’re going to live
Then just shut your eyes under the winter sky

Even though we were so close together
Twilight’s colors have now changed
At least, under this bright moonshine
Let us sleep silently

Lonely Venus

Sunrise... You’re an object standing by the windowsill
Once I touch you, you change to a thousand tears

Sunset... just as a frozen moon melts
Holding up a fighter to the darkness...
Lonely Venus

You are in a jail of sadness
Though no one can rescue you
Trembling Cherry

I’ll kiss you softly and put you to sleep
The sigh that glides through the night is a Fairy Dance
Beloved Cherry

Shaken off by the spinning stars
If I can save your dreams... I’ll embrace them

The Dream

We didn’t know that even though we had a lot to say we wouldn’t be able to
have a discussion
I only want to hold you close
The dream I lost
You told me not to give it up

The further the distance between us, the more I feel you near
When I think of you, even the sadness changes to strength
I pierce my heart in sorrow...
A portion of my dream...
I want to believe once again
In the miracle that brought us together

Stronger

These feelings I want to tell you
Are spilling out right now
But I’m hesitating, not knowing how to put it into words

So many seasons passed by since we met
I miss that time we stayed up all night talking
As I walk towards my dreams
I learn what vanity is

Let’s start each of our departure here
I’m not like I was before I won’t give up anymore, I’ll keep on walking
No matter what the future is
So that I can become stronger

Don’t forget

I can’t promise you that I won’t go anywhere
You never know when we’ll be separated

I want to always protect you
But think about it
The truth is, even if you’re alone, you’re not really alone
You’re always, always like that
Shrinking away from things like the sky and the moon
The truth is these walls were made so that you can cross them, really

I won’t know ever forget you though
And that there’s someone who thinks of me
So please, smile

Remember, you can always see yourself smiling in the mirror anytime
Please don’t forget

This Ugly Yet Beautiful Word

I whisper “Farwell” to this ugly world
and adorn it all with wings of a brilliant red.

The more they are soiled, the lovelier they seem; those that breathe on this earth.
The more I hate them, the more I want to embrace them.
In front of the mirror, I am staring at my other self.
Then, to hide their frailty, they hurt those who are kind.

I whisper “Farwell” to this ugly world
and dance nimbly with wings of a brilliant red.
A passionate kiss, please.
Yes, as many times as you want.
Once you realize my heart has gone wild, you can metamorphose once again.

Hate That Smell

I hate that smell after it rains

Yeah, just let me be alone now

I wring out the sleeves of my partially dry clothes

Sprawl in the corner and screw my eyes shut

The room´s warm air coils around me, with some of you twined in

I wanted to lock away that warmth that might cool me off

Even in this heat, I´m trembling

I hate that smell after it rains

An accidental perfume that might vanish any minute

Just thinking of that instant when you touched me

The fading rain-patter echoes and re-echoes the pounding in my chest

If only I could get a full glass of water, and dissolve you in it

And drink you up one slow mouthful at a time

Stay by me... My feelings always run on ahead of me

And then even my skin is a maddening obstacle

I want to feel, with my whole body, everything that might come

I hate that stupid rainbow bridge on the sky

There´s not one of you would take me along when you cross it

Compared to reality, plastered over with platitudes, I´d rather drown in an ash-grey sea where secrets can be spoken

One side of the tight-shut window, silence enfolds the world

A weak beam of light pokes in; please, light, stay away

Let me be alone

I hate that smell after it rains

An accidental perfume that might vanish any minute

Just thinking of that instant when you touched me

The fading rain-patter echoes and re-echoes the pounding in my chest

Flood of tears

If in a distorted awakening the red night falls... darkness shows up and I recall that memory.

The moon´s shadow scares me.

Blaze starts to surround me.

Even if it burns off everything.

I won´t stop praying because I have to wait for tomorrow with my friends.

Flood of tears, they echo off the castles.

I´m gonna get the sword of oblivion.

The soul sinking into sadness.

The light´s goes up and cuts up the sky.

Let´s live in this world with hopes.

Same World

Always, every single time, I think of your smiling face. I´ve always wanted to tell that one phrase to you too. Even if you feel like you´re spending your life in darkness, reaching for the clouds, I´m here with you.

The future we hope for moves farther away, but it´s not going to end. As long as this reason for my tears remains, I´ll keep on walking straight ahead. We haven´t changed at all, Cause I´m still here beside you in this same world.

My Place

I´m gonna look for a place where I can stay the way I am.

Lit by the moon, I set of running.

Ignore the old world and the old ways; live by the rules we bring to light.

Look! Break it down with your own hands.

Where´s a place where you can stay as you are?

Don´t listen any more when people tell you what to do.

Believe in dreams and flaunt your power.

For me to stay as I am, I need you who always believe in me, to stick by me all the way, and at the very end, I want to kiss you.

Our Promise

The sky is high, the winds are blowing.

The moon´s surge dissolves into the darkness.

So, right now, never look back.

Believe your love and the path you´re on.

The sea is vast, the waves are breaking.

Your heart stirs within you.

So, right now, aim upwards only.

Believe your love and the way you feel.

Engrave the song of the constellation of grief in your heart and take off running.

We´re always unsure; we´re always searching for a fleeting moment´s hope.

When the sounds of black and white mix together, I know it will be limitless.

I dreamed that we walked together on the path I can see beyond the light.

Till now, I´d had forgotten love.

It´s my promise to you.

Our promise.

We´re always unsure; we´re always searching for a fleering moment´s hope.

When the sound off black and white mix together, I know it will be limitless.

I dreamed that we walked together on the path I can see beyond the light.

Till now, I´d forgotten love.

It´s my promise to you.

Our promise.

Running on

What links my heart to your heart is…

We´ll be running on

You know, I caught the pass you threw at me

It made my lips sting with the heat cast off yesterday, when our fires were banked and idle

And let´s dash across our battlefield

One day I´ll tell you of the greatest legend

Watch over me, and I won´t betray your painful breaths

Yes I win the game

I had nearly forgotten the feel of sweat on my skin

And I know what boils my feelings like this

Is that you´re here…

Right now, I´ll jump higher than the moon and reach you

I want my body to burn along with my heart

The dunk hits me with a frantic urge

I´ll trace the sure ties between us to the top of our goal

We´ll be running on

My memories

I hold my breath, stopping time

Let’s end this melody

The pain is sharp but I push away the fever.

My memories fade to black and I close my eyes.

In the corner of my quivering heart, I saw you crying.

If it’s not for yourself but for someone else.

Then something inside you changes.

My confidence may be far away but I’m just.

You bring out my long forgotten memories.

Let’s return to that place with our faces clean.

Just like the falling pedals blown by an invisible wind.

Return a smile while stumbling.

So please don’t cry anymore.

A beautiful tomorrow must include us.

Dark and White wings

Bound by this sorrowful light, darkness torn to pieces as with wings grew.

Rays of bitter sun… Constrict one’s freedom.

Reflections of a miraculous night.

An unmasked beginning to unleash for my soul.

Break through the tainting white with darkness…

A new era is thrusted upon us.

Letting your heart be set free.

Fly upon the endless true light.

Cherry blossoms

I love you so much just as you are, I cannot stop my heart, Hold me close forever, the cherry blossoms will smile for you.

Good morning with a toothy smile.

This morning, the cherry blossoms are fleeting down the tree lined roads.

That I walked beside you.

With this season of love.

My throbbing heart is gently shedding a tear.

My feelings will reach you, and shine, right?

I love you so we’ll meet again at that place.

No matter how far away we are from each other.

The cherry blossoms are in full bloom under the sky.

Through the magic of your dreams, the cherry blossom will smile for you.

Not alone

Meetings must be the dawning of our hearts, and fresh new breezes are born from there.

When you notice you’re not alone in this world, the clear moon will smile upon you.

The prelude my soul hears then is a rather enchanting and magical song.

We are not alone

We are all born to this world to meet a certain person; it must be so.

Ahh, in this endless world, Yes, We are searching for love.

Blazing Heart

Lets Burn

There’s no time for standing around.

I don’t have the leisure for thinking things through.

I’ve got all my feelings crammed in my chest and I’m going into that scorching battle.

It’s such a huge wall of power. A huge darkness in the world.

But I’ll never give up! I’ll surpass all my limits!

Right now there might be a lot of things I don’t understand but I’m just going to keep following this path I believe in.

Any kind of friend or enemy is just fine with me.

I’ll never let go of this hand.

A blood-red oath.

Forever, forever, keep chasing after…

To the ends of the earth. The courage for tomorrow.

To the ends of the earth. Keep the flames of your blazing heart alive.