Mattias Gryth

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every move I take have no direction.

always thinking about you. I hope you are doing fine, time is slipping bye, day out and day in.

I love you more than before, trying not to think about you, but you are always there for me. nothing has changed after all this years.

You are the one I hold on to more and more.

I never want lose you and if I do I will shoot myself to be together with you forever and ever. it is no guarantee that this life is easy.

I look at you and I see forgives and I see the truth.

You love me for who I am, and I love you for who you are.

I will always protect you from all harm that you will face.

Be your shield and to be yours forever to help you to stand tall and proud.

I hope you get this message I made for you.
I hope that you find what you are looking for.

And I hope that it is everything it is that you always dreamed of.

I hope your happy where ever you are, I what you to know that it is nothing going to change that.

nothing has changed after all this years.

You are the one I hold on to more and more.

I never want lose you and if I do I will shoot myself to be together with you forever and ever.

I Love You Johanna <3

Only You

you where the light in my night and you always where there for me. I was thinking of you every day for these years that past.

every day and every night was so lonely without you, and I wished you where by my side to ease my pain in my heart. you had the key to my heart and you always will.

I only loved you and no one else. I know our time together was short but it was enough for me to know that you are my only one I always will love.

I hope that you will hear my voice and understand my feelings for you.

every day dreaming of running from home to where you are and always be with you, every day and every night for all eternity.

|| You are my whole world, my everything and I love you more than life itself.

I can hear your voice in the wind, I can smell you perfume every time I put on my clothes, and I can see your beautiful smile every time I close my eyes.

I Love you my one and only love. ||

you where the light in my night and you always where there for me. I was thinking of you every day for these years that past.

every day and every night was so lonely without you, and I wished you where by my side to ease my pain in my heart. you had the key to my heart and you always will.

I only loved you and no one else. I know our time together was short but it was enough for me to know that you are my only one I always will love.

I hope that you will hear my voice and understand my feelings for you.

every day dreaming of running from home to where you are and always be with you, every day and every night for all eternity.

Your voice

Goodbye to your voice, I won´t ever forget it.

A lot of memories will engulf me, after all.

It´s kind of painful, isn´t it ?

From my heart I tried to reach you little by little.

The gentle warmth that stirs up the pain hasn´t changed.

Goodbye to your voice.

I won´t ever forget it.

All the memories will be there no matter what.

My protection

Always in tears... I continue to search like a lost child...
But... A thing like eternity... Doesn’t really exist...
It’s okay to not trust anyone... You mumbled...
Was it the same for the both of us?

Fun

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can’t I seal you away in my memories...?
You’re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts...

You know those words

I fall to my knees in sadness and hide my eyes, but I don´t regret these tears I´ve shed.

When people are happy, they smile naturally.

But you were always smiling, weren´t you, believing in the emotions behind each of our ideals?

||-|| You know those words you game me, which I treasure, of finding a place where we could smile at one another.

I want to be held with the hand you offered me.

Holding that desire deep in my heart, I now believe even more. ||-||

Every night comes to an end.

That´s what you taught me.

And now I know the meaning of what you told me.

Comets falling in the winter sky, believing in their future, then falling and fading away.

An eternal destiny speaks in our dreams, if you believe in the feelings we share.

You know, I wished upon the stars we saw that day that we´d be together forever.

The map of the hope I´ll take with the hand you offered.

I believe now, even more, that it will be ours someday.

Leavings and partings…

Fallen Down

Blue. I want to fly forever in that blue sky, but you´re the one that can fly; I can´t.

It´s because my wings are tainted.

Please… Don´t leave me behind. If it´s for you, I´ll fly once more.

The blue sky is so pure that I want to cry.

I´ll fly with these tainted wings, and I´ll fall to you.

Blue breeze

The face of pale, blooming flowers… is left behind as the seasons pass by.

The rain stops, and there are clouds in the sky.

And there is a gentle, blue breeze.

On the sides of the two… walking from today to tomorrow… there are memories that sway without change.

Forever, forever blooming yet never withering.

The racing of this heart will never cease.

More than anyone, more than anyone, I have looked at you.

Without bounds, this feeling… forever.

Anyone Can

Open your mind

We meet above the deep blue earth

The wind passes by

A snow-white feather gently falls, swaying

I call to the stars, “I want to embrace my dearest love”

I´m sure I have the strength to protect the one I love

Open your mind

I´ve always dreamed

Letting my wish drift far on the breeze

I have invisible wings

Look, you have them too!

You can go anywhere because you´re free

Yes, anyone can

The sky is blue

My protection

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can’t I seal you away in my memories...?
You’re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts... Always in tears... I continue to search like a lost child...

But... A thing like eternity... Doesn’t really exist...
It’s okay to not trust anyone... You mumbled...
Was it the same for the both of us?

Fun

Even though I decided to protect you back then...
Why can’t I seal you away in my memories...?
You’re too far away... Too close to me... For me to reach...
The more I try to forget...
The more you are in my thoughts...

Forgotten memories

Why is it that I completely forgotten how to love?
We will meet someday... and then go our separate ways again...
Just don’t know when it’s going to happen.
Whenever the shoelaces on my dirty sneakers came loose...
...you were the one who tied them for me.
That shy smile of yours shines in the morning light.
Suddenly, my heart races…

Just because I want to be loved... doesn’t mean I want to love...
Give me the courage to love honestly.
I’m going on a journey now. Let the two of us make a vow...
No matter what happens, this hand won’t let go.
Forever...

Give me the courage to love honestly.
Let the two of us look to tomorrows dreams now.
No matter what happens, I won’t take my eyes off you.
Just because I want to be loved... doesn’t mean I want to love...
Give me the courage to love honestly.
I’m going on a journey now. Let the two of us make a vow...
No matter what happens, this hand won’t let go.
Forever...

My feelings for you

I fell in love with you.
Just how long has it been since then?
My feelings have only been getting stronger.
It’s like snowflakes drifting... gently...
...continuing to pile up higher and higher.
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels...
The feeling of falling in love with someone... I never wanted to know that feeing.

I love you... I can’t stop my tears from falling...
In that case... then you... should never have come into my life.
If the snow keeps on falling forever...
will it cove up my feelings for you?
Hold me tight... If this is how it feels... The feeling of falling in love with someone...

I never wanted to know that feeling.
I love you... its filling up my heart...
I want to shout to the winter sky...
I want to meet you right now.

Your love for me

So why... just why are you... you do love me... don’t you?
So then... why are there tears in your eyes?
I lost way too much back then... I couldn’t sing at all.
That Place you had to leave for a wile... it happened to be the place where I was.

On that day I could see... the desolation lying in your eyes.
I wonder if it’s the same for both of us.

Fun

If you would just notice... I’m always by your side.
Why must you be so... you do love me, don’t you?
Yet... your voice is filled with such sadness.
I have always been supporting you, back then, and even now.
Even though I know were far apart...

Softly Crying

Your figure is similar to mine
My heart is shaking like I’m crying softly

People say that your happier not knowing anything
But I’m sure that I won’t be satisfied
I just want to live the life that I chose, that’s all

Your speed is similar to mine
I became afraid of the endless sky
How much longer do I have to keep trying?
The two of us together can bring an end to this

Close Together

Even though we are were so close together
Twilight’s colors have now changed

Your mundane gentleness only alienates you
Your cold discarded heart is just wandering
If that ugly state is how you’re going to live
Then just shut your eyes under the winter sky

Even though we were so close together
Twilight’s colors have now changed
At least, under this bright moonshine
Let us sleep silently

Lonely Venus

Sunrise... You’re an object standing by the windowsill
Once I touch you, you change to a thousand tears

Sunset... just as a frozen moon melts
Holding up a fighter to the darkness...
Lonely Venus

You are in a jail of sadness
Though no one can rescue you
Trembling Cherry

I’ll kiss you softly and put you to sleep
The sigh that glides through the night is a Fairy Dance
Beloved Cherry

Shaken off by the spinning stars
If I can save your dreams... I’ll embrace them